Emotionless .

I thought by not giving a damn everything will be alright .

I guess im emotionless today . Because disappointment overwhelm me . I told myself not to have high hopes . Even though i really care way too lot . And i can only fucking act as if idgaf because i cannot show that i care alot . Thank god im way too tired today and i have my 3h sleep from 10.30-2.30 . The only way is to force myself to sleep so i won't think too much isn't it .

I really hate myself for thinking too much in times and end up i become so sad and everything just ruin in a bad way . But im really glad that everything is alright now .

I was suppose to spam out my feelings but currently tooo high to the extend that i don't know what to spam about and yes , im gonna study tomorrow . Say yay to me because i failed studying on Mon and end up watching shows and tomorrow i will .

End here .