Never good enough .

Photographs is the only memory that will never fade .


There's tons of peepo better than me . And im feeling disappointed , i guess this is what it feels by saying im never good enough . It marks my second month , one day liking him . All things are like so different now . 2 years back this timing , im heart brokened . This year , im heart brokened due to jealousy . Which girl will understand the feeling of being never good enough , and you will just think that he will choose girls who looks better , and prolly even if you have him , you will just become so damn insecure and yeah , you're afraid you will start to lose him . From the start of this game between me and my current crush , we gave each other the restriction which is ' best friends ' But we know that it doesn't seem to be so simple because , usually best friend is just to replace some feelings , just to be a line for us not to cross over . 嘴巴上說是好朋友 ，心裡怎麽想 ？

This was a draft typed few days back because im feeling like shit . But i mean , its never my style to keep myself feeling so sad for so many days because i don't like to torture myself for feeling so sad . So im those kind who can be really very very emo but also very very happy :D 

So the day before my annoying buddy , Qingshun , Jingwen and I went for ktv session . It has been real long since i see them and sing ktv . Was waiting for Lerying to be back then we will  prolly be planning to go sing again but who knows uhh . Too lazy to upload pictures because i can't find my cable and my cable is loose so need time to upload into my com , okay whatever . And i can't believe that im doing homework at this timing because im a lazybug . Totally no feel for homework because this is holiday . I mean yes , its holidays . Why teachers can't just give us this 2 months to relax . I mean next year will be a freaking stress year and now you don't let us enjoy before school starts again . And i'll be effing screwed because i'll be like lack of sleep .

When life throws you lemon , squeeze it and make it sweet . I forgotten who told me this when i broke up last year but true . There's too much peepo i wanna thank for being in my life ♥ Without them , i have no idea how's my life going to be . They can be real crazy but i still love them la ♥ Thank god im so lucky to have them ♥

 Its Dec . 2013 simply pass too quickly . I don't know what wishes im having for this last month but 2014 isn't a year to think much about but just focusing on Ns . Im freaking scared about it though . Especially im taking Os chinese in half a month time . Im not gonna think much now , i shall worry next year . HAHA .

Thank god Dec is treating me well up till now . I've been quite happy ever since June this year . Or i should say that this year has been quite good to up ever since March . I hope 2014 will be better .

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