多久沒有緊緊被抱在懷裡了 ？多久沒有收到晚安和早安信息了 ？ 多久沒有傻笑了 ？多久沒有被保護了 ？多久沒有真正地笑了 ？ 多久沒有被愛了 ？
我好懷念自己被疼的感覺 。自己堅強 ，久了也會累 。我不喜歡 ，裝強 。我不喜歡 ，付出真感情 。因為我知道我會很難找回自己 。It's good to have guy best friend . But end up it's always hard to control things from happening . Both of you might fall in love with each other . I promise i will not fall in love , definitely not . Its good to be best friends .
My holidays are boring . But i love being a pigggg :D It's really time to start on my homework . Just finish updating my bloggie stuffs . Full of my faces <3
Im really hoping that cousins will be coming to Singapore . And im really hoping . Why ? Cause i really wish to enjoy myself for just that few days before school reopen with them , relax myself and replace everything with new memories and forget the old ones . Its really very torturing , remember those stuffs that i don't even wish to remember . Here comes 10 facts about me before i continue cause i realise alot of peepo doesn't know me well .
1) I will be there for you anytime , anywhere . So long you need help and i can really help , i will .
2) I rarely reject peepos . I don't like the feeling to be rejected hence i hate to reject peepo . That's why i hate confessions unless is from someone i like .
3) I care for others , put others as first place instead of myself .
4) Im super friendly , easy - going until you start to piss me off by doing things i dislike .
5) Im a hardcore fan of Fahrenheit . DO NOT say bad things about them . Same towards my loved ones .
6) My lies are : " Im fine , im okay " I don't tell peepo my problems . I keep mostly to myself unless im really either close with you or i trust you .
7) I hate crybabies . Crying over small things . Peepo who cry over small things which can be resolved by some other ideas piss me off .
8) I love hugs . Because im an insecure girl . The only way to make me feel warm is hugs .
9) I can be strong . But in times its really tiring . But i still love to pretend im a strong girl who don't need anyone to worry about . But to be frank , whenever you think that im alright , actually im not .
10) Im not a confident girl . I will panic if peepo are looking at me . My self esteem will start from negative when i see pretty girls .
A girl like me , stupid , silly . Im never going to be one of the chio girls outside . In times , i really hope that i can be one of those pretty girls but , Serenthia , stop dreaming luhh . To be frank , im happy with my looks now . No matter how much i complain , it wouldn't change anything too .
I need a getaway . I need to mia . I want to see who actually care .
Look into my eyes , don't say you've fallen in love with me .
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