我總是認為自己堅強起來 , 不管怎樣 , 該忘記的 ，該放棄的一定都會忘記和放棄 。為什麽幸福總是這麽短暫 ？ 一些話 ，一直在腦海裡徘徊 ，我沒有忘記 。偏偏那些我都應該忘記 。我答應過自己 ，一定要幸福 ，一定要快樂 ，因為我的幸福快回來了 。但是 ，王雅婷 ，你自己為了什麽又崩潰了 ？
我總是認為如果自己不去想 ，一切都會慢慢淡化 ，但其實根本就沒有 。It's back to the same feeling whenever i go to airport . I can't forget my first time coming to the airport after 5 years and i cried home that night . Ever since than , everytime i came to the airport , i'll thought of him , but i went back happily , because the only time i came this year is when Calvin came Singapore . But i really love the airport alot , because i can just think whatever i like . 如果可以自由飛 ，我很想 。如果可以拋開一切 ，然後讓自己能夠讓自己輕松地飄起來 ，這該有多好 ?
Yayyy . So mummy promised to bring me to Batam on National day , Thailand on Dec holidays ! Will request her to bring me to hello kitty land soon ! And she even say that if next year i got the money she will bring me to Taiwan ! ♥ Taiwan will be the motivation to work ! And and , my cousin got bf leeee xD Im super excited ! Hope they will get married soooon . I really miss my cousins alot . So if they really get married , maybe i can even go back and my cousins and i can sit together xD I miss the bonded us !
王雅婷 ，你知道這一年 ，一切會過得比較幸苦 。因為回憶常常會徘徊在你腦海裡 。你自己開學前已經有心理準備了 ，現在為什麽又搞得沒辦法呼吸 ？你忘不了的 ，不是他 。是之前對他所做的一切 。如果現在你有一個新的男朋友 ，或許根本就不會在這裡被折磨 。他就是這樣 ，現在才沒有這麽痛苦不是嗎 ？但是我又不想把人當代替品 。畢竟怎樣人都有感覺 ，人怎樣都會付出感情 。不能因為自己的自私而傷害別人對吧 ？你對現在的生活也蠻開心的啊 。當回憶徘徊的時候 ，你必須學會面對 。不要去想了 ，王雅婷 。
我不知道他怎樣當作我們之間仿佛沒有任何回憶 。但是 ，我就不信 ，一切就可以這麽快在你腦海裡消失 。我就不信我們的回憶這麽容易被遺忘 。但是我必須保證 ，我放不下的 ，是之前的一切 ，絕對不是他 。
I love my mummy super much ♡ Helping mummy to wash the dumpling leaves . Than after that she's tired but yet she still wash the toilet before she bathe . Wonderful mummy :* And i manage to drink ! Yayyy im a happy girl ! It has been long ever since i drank . My last time drinking was last year , mummy's birthday when i went out with senior ! Teeeeeheeeee . Drinking and eating ice cream is definitely the best way to make peepo happy :D Slack in the first week . There's more important things to do from next week onwards . Hopefully i can update soon ! X
12:06 ; 09/06/13 . I just wish to be a happygirl ♡
If you ever thought of hello kitty , it means you're not over me .
If you ever thought back our memories , remember , i've not forget them too .
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