It has been long ever since i say this . But im really fine . These few days , teachers were asking , " Serenthia , how are you now ? " I proudly say that , im alright alr (: I still remember Miss Seet told me , Serenthia ah , you got to control your emotions . Im fine now , really fine . I got to admit , time couldn't make you lost your memories , make you forget everything . Memories will still be back . But i told myself , no Serenthia , you have to face it strongly , with a smile . Things will never be easy if you choose to give up easily . " He lost someone who don't give up on him "
So Wed , 28/05/13 was Bazaar . I love this year's bazaar ♡ I manage to party , i manage to play and enjoy myself on that day . An awesome day in school .
And yesterday was SEP . We went Safra for rock climbing . Its a tiring day . So i went school early yesterday , because i wanted to pass Miss Seet something . Our english teacher is leaving . Goodbye became so hard to say out . She had been with us for one and a half year . We couldn't say it short or long . But definitely , peepo have feelings and im those type who hate to say goodbye . She's definitely one of my favourite teacher . A teacher who really don't give up on us . What will happen without her teaching us ? I've no idea ... So in the morning , me , Jingwen and Munyee went to pass her a cookie and the card we made . Why cookie ? Cause we got no photo with her and its a rush . And after rock climbing , we went back to school again to find Miss Seet to request to take photo with her . I guess she must feel honoured xD Cause we were actually dismissed there and we actually went back when we can just go home . It's a bliss to have such a good teacher . Miss Seet , get well soon ♡
It's time for me to find the real me . It's time to buck up in my studies . It's time to stop making peepo disappointed . It's time to find my motivation and understand myself better . It's time to make everyone proud of me . When school reopens , it will be a brand new me . 2013 is definitely not a good year . There's too much things happening . Especially good teachers leaving us .
In times i do wonder , what will happen if we're still together . Especially when memories flow through my mind , when i thought of us . I deleted everything , other than my blog and his birthday present last year which consist of our photos . Im smiling , facing it . But .. If we were still together , maybe i won't be like now . I know i can survive without him . If we were still together , i'll be really stress . But maybe for his side , he's stress now . Cause no one can help him . 他失去了 ，一個很愛他的人 ，一個助手 。而我 ，減輕了負擔 。
It's a brand new month , its a month to find my real soul . It's a month to change myself . I promise , this is a productive month . It's definitely a brand new me after June .
Im contented with what i have now . We lose things more than what we have . Cherish .
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