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 " At times , I don't see my value of existence anymore "

Sometimes , i do feel tht living in this world is so not worth . Envy sweet couples , everything seems to be crushing down and you hav to get the fact tht you're just one lonely girl (':

Nth will be perfect . But i didn't expect things will turn out so fucking damn lousy . Saying not to care , in the end i cant . Wht's the point living , whr everything is bullshit ? Cannt enjoy , cant even hav a real smile -'- i hope its weekday . I wan find peepo pei me go beach . I wan scream my lungs out and cry out loud . My mood's fucking damn bad now