Its seems tht my life sucks ttm and a little smile couldn't bright up ur life

 " 可惜愛不是 童話故事 ，不能夠永远依赖王子 "

Escaping frm everything , i guess , imma pro in it alr . Sleeping , is the only way for me to escape frm reality now . 
- 愛上卻無法享受 ，是少少的孤獨 ；愛上而無法擁有 ，卻是無止境的折騰 
- 愛情 ，可以讓一個男人說出平常不敢說的話 （ 這句我喜欢 ♥ ） 
- 我爲妳心疼 ，爲我自己歎息
- 愛一個妳不難 ，難的是始終都不知道 ，我 ，正默默愛妳 ( Like this sentence too ♥ )
Randomly saw this few sentence . It somehow describe me until so damn accurate . 

Today , (Y) . Wake up at 3+ . Ytd hav heart to heart talk with Stella . In the end 3+ den sleep . Ytd raining . Scared die me . The stupid thunder and lightning lor ! Somemore window so close to me ! In the end use jacket cover my eyes den dun nd see lightning jiu wun feel so scared liao . Whole night thinking of him . Hoping tht thinking of him , i wun feel the thunder roaring .  Thinking of him when i sleep . Thinking of him when i woke up . Zai max sia . My mood's so damn idiotic . A little smile also couldn't make myself feel happy . Im waiting to watch 23:59 . Im waiting to watch " 那些年 ，我们一起追的女孩 " I wan go beach and scream out loud luhh ~ ! :( Waiting for 6/3 '10 's class gathering also . 

Now , can't see him liao . I guess my mood wun be better too . I just wish tht i wun feel moody . Or at least i dun cry . My eyes so damn pain after crying nights and nights . I hope this kind of mood will end as fast as possible . I pray hard i wun cry tonite . I hope tmr morning i can start a brand new me . Im gonna try changing my bad habits like stop biting my nails :b Hopefully i can succeed . I feel like dying my hair also ! Teeeeeeheeeeeeeee . 

#Nowplaying : Winter Magic