因爲我已崩溃了 。因爲我快跨了 。Every nite , since the start of my holidays , it wasn't good . Thoughts are flowing . His face is forever in my mind . And this time round , thinking of him doesn't works . This time round , he's one of them ... My mind's struggling . My feelings were so damn messy . Those stupid feelings are back .. Im so damn scared of being paranoid .. Words couldn't explain my feelings . And tht kind of feeling sucks ...
03 15 Im not asleep . Im tired . So damn tired . I only hav abt 8h of sleep last night and now i can't sleep totally ... If this continues , im gonna be sick . Well , first time im feeling so damn moody . First time this feeling last so damn long . First time i really hope to drink beer , hoping tht after drinking while crying , i could just sleep . For tht moment i could just forget all my troubles .
想妳不是件容易的事 。想妳不算痛苦 。痛苦的是不管自己有多想妳 ，你一点也不會懂 。就算懂了 ，你也不會和我一様 。。。
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