我還是舍不得放手 <:

“ 想了想 ，我還是舍不得放手 ”

要放手 ，真的很難 ，很難 。隨時會想起他的脸 。隨時會想起他的微笑 。隨時會想起他幼稚的动作 。隨時都會想起他的一切 。就连看着电視眼淚都會掉 。我知道我很強 。I didn't expect to cry so many times . Its just only one day . Or i should say its just a few hours . I cried for at least 5 times ? I cried to bed . I cried till i fall asleep . And finally , i hav the answer . Despite giving up so many times , my answer is still the same . I miss having eye contact with him :< Its gonna be a promise to myself . I wun hide frm his eye contact frm today onwards . No more le . Idc wht's gonna happen . I jus wish tht he's gonna be happy <: 

Tmr's history paper . Tues art . I lazy bring art materials to sch . Im lazy to do art research and all :< No motivation to do art . My drawing sucks . How draw ?! Stupid cher can . Art still got exam de -.- Waste my time and energy only . 2h30min de paper somemore . Sure sleep de luhh . Srsly , sch is much better den at home . At home is totally wasting my time , seeing idiotic peepos only . I would rather go sch den staying at home lor . Today , nth much happen . Im just a girl who is fucking damn sleepy and still nd to revise for science paper . To be serious , i hav more confident in my science paper more den my history :o

11:11 haven come . Now its like only 7.45 pm ? 19:45 , 11:11 haven come . I hav updated my bloggie cos i feel sleepy and after i pom pom , im gonna go sleep . I hope tht he's happy . No one knows tht his bday is actually my phone's password ♥ I hope tht he saw this post cos in the end , i still choose not to forget him . I hope tht i can do well for my science paper tmr . I wan my A2 can . A1 also can . I dun mind . My common test A2 liao . I cannt drop . The min is B4 . Lowest le . If not i can cry alr . All the best to 1C , all the best to peepos having their exams tmr . Gambateh ♥