I noe im not the best but trust me , i will change

 

 “ 是我想太多 ”

有時 ，想太多不是件好事 。只能說 ，心痛了 。 還是没原因的痛 。

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身边守候，但是倘若你身边出现了不知名的花花草草，她也是会抓狂的噢。  准爆了 。当世界、不知不觉变了 。有时候、我怀念以前的我 。心痛了，你也不懂 。等累了，你也不懂 。所以说...被爱才是幸福的 。說 ，我會尽量不去想太多 。脑海里只需要有两个人就行了 。他和亞綸 ♥ 可以說 ，他们在我生命里很重要 。这次的考试 ，如果没有把他们当我的motivation , 我根本就不能专心温习功课 。今年上不了Express , 明年還可以 。我只希望现在酱讲 ，拿回成绩時不會大哭 。我要忍住不哭 。我要阻止眼淚 ，不让它掉下 。

 

Today , show Chung Cheng Spirit . High leh ~~ :p They keep saying must hlp peepo when they needs it . I hlp liao lo . High can . He did countdown le . Which means i dun nd to countdown myself . I scared i cant adapt with the life without him . Idk when im going to Indonesia . I dun wish to go back can . I dw to see tht stupid cousin . Wan act ahbeng but buay ahbeng . Epic fail max can . Plus i cant live without my pillow . These few days , i nd to hav my pillow to sleep . If not cannt sleep . He nd to be in my mind also . If not i also cannt sleep . It seems tht its a daily routine for me alr .

 

Im going to hav my second piercing tmr ♥ Excited can . I just hav a short nap . Slept for 2h . Just realised tht before i slept , im thinking of him . Less den 10min i fall asleep . Nice luhh ♥ 

 

Im gonna act like nth happen and continue with my life . Im not gonna be sad , i'll try not being paranoid . Im gonna be a girl who wun get jealous easily frm today onwards . I want to change this bad habit . Tired of this kind of life . Im glad tht Wednesday dun hav sch . Im going slack at home whole day , im gonna escape frm reality and sleep till as late as i want . Im gonna cry out loud tht day . Im gonna release all my stress .