" No matter how i tried giving u up , i cant . "
Busygirl98 ! Busy doing revision for tmr's scinece test and chiong-ing hw . Ytd cried . I guess , fate dun let me forget abt him bahh . 3 plus den sleep ytd . Today tired max . Probably , i really cant forget him . No matter how much i cried , no matter how i wanted to forget , i cant forget him . Its time to use him for motivating me . Maybe this works . I would rather not waste time , trying to forget him and use the time to focus on my EOY . Goodgirl98 ! Hardworkinggirl98 ! Happygirl98 also :D Although i cried ytd , but imma happy today . “ 哭过就好了” Everytime im like tht :D
I saw him today . He bo saw me . I dk wht im thinking actually . Cant give him up , but not holding any hope . Holding more hope = trying to hurt myself more . Since i dun think we're meant to be tgt , i shouldn't hav hold onto it . I wun care much now , i'll leave it to god . I will focus on my exams and lets see if we're meant to be tgt anot . I suddenly find myself pathetic . Everytime i like someone , i fail to hav them . Haish . 我看开了 . Even if i dun look on the bright side , im still gonna smile , act nth had happen .
Boy , idk whether u reading anot , but i just wanna say . I saw u today but u didn't see me . Idk whether i should hold onto my dream anot . Prove to me tht you're worth fighting . Prove to me tht u wan me to continue holding . Im sick and tired of this . Idk wht will happen in the future , idk wht will happen to us . I'll let god decide . I cant confirm whether u like me anot , but if u do , i'll let u urself and god decide wht u wan us be . Im not a auto person . If u wan to change everything , then auto talk to me . I've lost a chance . Im not gonna find chances anymore . Its up to u alr . Imy
Current song playing : 替我（汪东城）
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