我好希望你知道我心有多痛 ：（

"喜欢上你真的好辛苦"

我希望你知道我的心有多痛。说是陌生人，我不懂我为你哭几次了。我不懂因为你的一举一动，我心痛几次了。我不是应该开心吗？我不懂为什么我会觉得心痛。或许真的是我单方面。因为你，我哭了三次。陌生人勒。不懂是我太傻还是什么。每次说要放弃，每次说要忘记，我最后还是不成功。怎样？真的要我忘记你的一切和你吗？I took u , Arron and Fahrenheit as my motivation and yet , now im gonna try forgetting u and i nd to focus on EOY . Imma gonna fail fulfiling one of them . Idk which one i'll fail fulfiling but pls , not my exams ... 

所谓爱情就是有那么一個人，可以轻易控制你的情緒，前一刻让你哭，下一刻又让你笑 . Idk how to forget u . I cant eat my dinner cos i dun hav appetite to eat . I hope i could just faint and sleep forever . My mood is really terrible :( Idk wht to do now . I only feel like committing suicide :(
Whole day happygirl98 one .. See him le became sadgirl98 .. Heartbrokengirl98 .. :( I dun even have the mood now to do my chinese hw . I jus feel like crying ... My kor they all so dote on me , i always hope to hav a bf like them , so dote on me . I tot he can , due to my dream , but now , no bahhh . Its not gonna be true , dun nd dream abt it le ... 

I hope tonite i wun cry until eyes red red . I hope i can cry until tired and jus fall asleep cos i dw think of him ... I hope tht tmr will be a better place . idw cry in sch ... :(