Guess wht , im not happygirl98 today .. Im gonna cry tonite for sure . I dun like tears can . Idw my mood to be like tht . But wht can i do ? Everything is jus so fucking idiotic . I wanna end my life . Idw mostly of my time to think of him . Im gonna give up everything le can . No hopes no anything , im gonna be cold blooded . No more tht warm blooded Serenthia liao . Im not gonna be warm blooded anymore . I guess , im gonna off my phone soon and nvr reply any msg-s again . Im giving up everything including him . Its really time for me to give up everything abt him . I wun trust my dream le . I wun look at my future le . Im gonna cry out loud tonite and i make sure i wun get out of my bed tmr . Im sick and tired of everything . Im gonna let god decide everything . If this is the life god give me , den this is the life bahh . I wun try to change my fate anymore . Im tired this kind of life . I wun do anything and face wht i hav le .
I've made up my mind , not to think of him anymore . My aim is to focus on EOY . No matter whether i can do it anot , im still gonna try . Im letting go everything , if god let us hav more progress , den i will cling onto again . If nth happens , den thts it . I noe i wun hav him now and future . I hope my brain will be blank after today , i hope i wun think too much . I hope i wun wake up tmr . I hope i can forget him
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