Day 30

Day 30 ---> My reflection in the mirror

Reflection in the mirror . When i see myself in the mirror , i will tot of memories . When i see myself in the mirror , I noe im not a chiobu . I noe im not cute but I am me . I laugh hard when something is funny . I cry out loud when sad things happen . I had moodswings almost everyday but I am just myself . I dun nd ppl to critise me and i only nd you to accept who I am .

" Im just a girl "

30 days letter ends today . Hopefully you all noe me more :D Im just a girl , who throw tantrums sometimes . Im just a girl who cries just because of small things . Yeah , i cried today . Its hurts srsly . Idw to hate u like i hate others cos i cant bear to . Haish .. Feeling better at night . Saw my sis cry just now den i hide in the toilet cry . Pro eh . LOL . Long time bo cry alr lor . Today cried . Shiok ! Haha . Crying make me feel better cos it makes me vent out my anger . I could smile after i cry but at night , tears sure drop again de . Teeeeeeeeeheeeeeeee . Looking back at the class photos , i mmiss 6/3 again . I miss 5/3 also . Rmb all memories we had tgt , although its sweet and sour , although these two classes is just so noisy , but i miss them lots . I miss the fun we had , the laughter we had , the argues we had , the tricks we played on teachers on teachers' day , the sadness we had when the last day of sch came . I miss all moments with them . Although 1C is a hyper class , the memories we had until now were all funny , making vasanthi ( my science teacher) angry and all , but i miss 5/3 and 6/3 more . I enjoy the times i had with 5/3 and 6/3 more den 1C . Probably is because i noe them longer and it makes me feel really uncomfortable with some of them . Although i can find friends easily , I can communicate with them easily but i still miss the times we are tgt . Haish ... Unable to wake up ytd to see red moon . How pro i am . I set my alarm clock but i cant wake up :< Miss a chance . Miss a chance performing with seniors also . Haish . I miss him again ... Haish ... I had been dreaming everyday but i cant the happiness happening in real life . Sad leh . I wan happiness also cannt . Den whts the point living on earth ?

11:11 , I just want happiness . I noe i had to wait but i dun hav the patient anymore le . Im tired of waiting ... Eager to hav the happiness i want but idk when i will hav it . I hope tht we noe each other , i hope tht my dream could be true soon . And lastly , i hope tht he like me and iloveyou ღ

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