Bored . 9 more days to sch reopen

" If only i can ..."

If only i can be with you , my life wun be so bored now . Just learn frm someone's relationship . Never be naive again . Because of naive , the boy got hurt by the girl . Saying not to be naive , im gonna be naive . How am i suppose to change ? Im just naive in relationship . I always tot tht being naive is good . I dun nd to worry so much things . But in the end , i realise tht 天真小孩最后还是会伤到自己 . I hope tht someone could let me be naive . Someone who could let me be childish . Someone who doesn't mind me being childish and naive . Someone who is willing to pei me being childish and take me as a child and will protect me forever . And lastly someone who is willing to love me forever . I noe its hard to find this kind of boys cos in this world now , there isn't any alr . Im just a girl who wanted a perfect love story . Im just a girl who wanted dreams to be true . Im just a girl who wanted a boy who really loves me . Im just a girl who doesn't take the initiative to noe ppl . Normally i dun ask ppl to be friends with me . Ppl ask me this question but im not the one who ask ppl this question . Probably i looks too friendly . I hav lots of friends around me but the boy i like doesn't noe me . How sad this is .

Want to noe me , just talk to me can ? Im really friendly . I doesn't bite , i doesn't criticise ppl . I dun mind making new friends cos wht i hope most was to be in relationship with him . Probably he dk tht ytd was the first time i shed a tear because of him . I noe idk him but i like him which made me shed a tear . Pro leh . I doesn't take the initiative to noe ppl srsly . I dun mind giving up . Even Shuqun mummy ask me to wait for him to talk to me first . I dun mind waiting but will he take the initiative to noe me ? Idk . I really dk . Quarreled with parents . Everyday , quarreling with me de . I want to leave this hse . Im waiting for someone to pei me . Haish . I dun like facing my parents cos they will keep nagging me . Ihatethem lots nowadays . Everyday come back will nag and nag . I noe they not sian but listening to the same thing for me is extreme sian . I noe u all dun mind wasting ur saliva talking nonsense with me but I cant my ears suffer like tht . So pls , dun ever talk nonsense with me le cos im sure im gonna move out soon :> Woke up at 5 today . Shiok uh . Sch reopening . Nd sleep more if not when sch reopen jiu cant sleep liao . I noe im a pig but sleeping is good isn't it (: Currently 11 :11 , i haven finish my dinner (:


11:11 , i want happiness . I hope to finish my dinner as soon as possible and i want to sleep le . I cant wait until he online cos sch is reopening , i had to sleep early if not i cant wake up when sch reopen . I started to miss him . Sigh :<