" I act like I dont care,but you'll never know how much it kills me inside "
Probably u dk tht it really hurts me . Sometimes, when I say "I'm fine" What I want is someone to look into my eyes, and say, "I know you're not" Srsly , i hope tht person is you .. Probably , im giving up . I noe i dun hav hope alr . Thats the answer u give me currently .. I really dk luhh . I feel so tired . I feel like giving up .. I want to wait but i cant wait anymore . I scared i will cry more .. 某人 , 我偷偷的想你了~我只想听你和我说句我喜欢你 . 对你来说真的有那么难吗? 或许就是这么难 ，所以我选择了放弃. Suan le .. Think too much also no use .. Dream doesn't happen in real life . I had to dream everyday , jealous of it everyday . Sad life .. Haish .. I noe he wun like me . We dk each other , more difficult isn't it ? I cried again .. Poor eyes .. How i hope he is reading my blog .. Idk if he is anot but i hope he is . If he noe how i feel , how i wish at least he show me through his actions . Although i really hope tht he talks to me , i dun mind if he doesn't take the initiative but at least prove me by his actions can ? Whatever ways also can so long he prove whether i hav hope anot . I could see him almost everyday but wht i saw was nth .. Prove to me by ur actions if i hav hope can ? Through eye contact also can but make it more obvious . Im just too slow to understand everything ... srsly if he doesn't take the initiative , i really dun mind cos i shall let god decide when we will talk and noe each other .. I dun mind waiting but i want to noe if waiting worth it anot . I dun wish to cry terribly after tht cos once my tears start dropping , idk when will it end ..
有的女生表面坚强、但内心是很脆弱的、
有的女生表面坚强、什么都不怕、但是他最害怕孤单、
有的女生表面坚强、但是她和别的女孩子一样 也怕黑、
有的女生表面坚强、其实他的内心 是比其他女生更加脆弱的、
表面坚强的女生、外面看似天不怕地不怕、其实是他自己再给自己勇气、
表面坚强的女生、即使单身了、她爱的人离开他了 他表面会笑着对大家说 没事儿、其实回家 哭的就不行啦。
表面坚强的女生、虽说有时候男孩子气 大大咧咧。有了男朋友 照样是个小女人。
表面坚强的女生、大家会觉得有多勇敢。其实有时候 是装出来的。
表面坚强的女生、你们永远都在看她笑。可是她一个人的时候、脸上从没有笑容。
表面坚强的女生、外表让人难以靠近。其实他的心里有个最脆弱的地方 怕别人触摸。
表面坚强的女生、即使快死了、都会告诉自己的朋友 他很好 不要担心。
如果你身边有这样的女生、姐妹们请好好珍惜。
如果你身边有这样的女生、男生们请好好爱护。
表面坚强的女生、有时候 请放下你们的假面具 做个真实的女孩子。不要老强颜欢笑。
明明人在线，明明想说话，还要学隐身；
明明很难过，明明很想哭，还要裂嘴笑；
明明很孤单，明明很害怕，还要一个人；
明明想见面，明明很期待，还要去拒绝；
明明心很乱，明明想人陪，还要装沉默；
明明舍不得，明明放不下，还要去放手；
明明在心里，明明很在乎，还要无所谓！
我不想骗我自己可是欺骗自己是我唯一的办法因为事实很残酷 , 我真的不想面对 . 装坚强 , 装开心 , 为了只是想让某人知道我很开心 . 但事实上 , 没有他 , 会开心么 ? 我的身边有好友 , 虽然父母正天唠叨 , 但他们还是对我不错 . 但整天想着他 , 很辛苦叻 .
看着他 ， 却不知道他心里想的是什么 . 看着他 , 知道我或许没机会 . 心真的很痛 ... :< 每天听着"突然好想你" , 眼泪一直掉 ... 因为想起你所做的事让我想到你 ... Haish ...
http://detsap.blogspot.com . Support this blogshop (: Opened by my friend . Im gonna buy alot of things also ^^ Teeeheeeee . Shall hav a short post today cos srsly i dun hav the mood . Sry but i miss him lots so ... :<
11:11 , i misshim lots . Haish . I will give up le . Although it hurts but i hav to isn't it .. Idk if i can wait anot .. Im trying hard to wait but idk if it worth anot so ... Prove me through ur actions can ? I just want ur answer ..
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