Day 28

Day 28 ---> Someone tht change my life


Someone tht change my life ? No one bah . I dun like ppl to change my life and i never try this before . I only tried changing ppl's life but not allowing ppl to change my life . I am me . I dun nd anyone to change my life . I only nd happiness to change my life . The rest i dun nd you .

" Dreams are just so sweet"

If real life is as sweet as dream , i bet there wun be any ppl who is unhappy currently . If dreams were to be true , my life will be full of happiness soon . 酸酸的味道就是幸福的预告~ How i wish this sentence is true . Somehow love this sentence . Ytd slept at 4 and woke up at 3.45pm today .  Im still having headache . being called as pig . How pro I am . 

"Make every moment counts" Saw this sentence randomly and yup , im trying hard to make everything counts . Im trying to make everything into a happy memory which i wun forget . Sooner or later it will be my past , our past . I dun wish to hav sour memories . So i noe ppl dun want too . So im gonna make every moment counts , no matter if im with who . Sometimes i wonder , why do time pass so fast ? I wish tht time could just pass slower when im having fun . I hope tht time could just be slower cos i dw memories to appear just so fast . Oh gosh , i started to think of my dreams again . I started to think of him . Im still struggling . Should i like him ? I really dk . Im so confused . Could he give me happiness ? Will him give me broken promises ? Idk . I dun noe him well . I cant do anything abt it . Im waiting , patiently waiting . But my patience is limited . I cant wait forever . I had my life . So wht im suppose to do now ? Continue waiting or move on with my life . I dun hav a crush until now . If continuing my life , when will i hav my hapiness ? When will i hav the life i wanted ? Nvm den , i'll wait . I believe i will get wht i wanted in the end . I believe in god . I believe in myself .

Dear 11:11 , Im struggling . I hope to get my final answer quickly . No one noe how i feel currently . Im tired of struggling . When i decided to like him , i tot of the problems im having currently which is idk him well . This is not love in first sight . I nvr talk to him before . Idk him well .  I had been dreaming abt him and his friends . Its really sweet . I started to jealous abt my dream le . Sometimes , i hate waking up . I would rather stay in my dream den waking up cos dreams are always sweeter den real life . 11:11 , i want to noe him . I wan my dream to start . I wan to enjoy the happiness in my dream . Sometimes , seeing his eyes , having eye contact with him , i tend to avoid . Walking past him , i tend to be hyper . Idk why . Imisshim badly . Im really scared . Im afraid tht everything ends quickly . I hope i wun be blur any longer . I missed a chance alr . I dun wush to miss another . 11:11 , i hope to noe him . I hope my dream will come true . I hope by this year , i could be with him . I hope everything will be alright . I hope tht i could be promoted to Express . I hope i could smile everyday . Thats all i want . Is it so difficult ?