Tired T.T

No pictures for today kay . I vry tired nowadays T.T Srsly , i think i can't handle sec 2 life . Sec 1 not so stress kay ! Okay luhh , srsly i somehow started to hate chinese class . Wan go back to NA :( But i noe cannt luhh . Miss my cousins le lo ... Trying to keep myself busy , hopefully wun  think of them but still to of them at night . Today Jiawei's bday . I didn't send him msg , dun say me boxim cos my bday he also nvr msg me , not even telling me on Facebook can ! So he's the one who is boxim de :b Anyway Happy Birthdayy !  Stop growing tall plss . I vry scared when i go back this yr :( Hahas . Anyway enjoy ur cake luhh :D See u soon ~

Okay , since i hav said my crush name here , i dc whether he noe anot , maybe tht's a show tht i dun hav chance le bahh ? Saw him in long pants today , i saw him ytd too . I cried when i tot of him ytd kay . So wht i can tell myself now is give him up ? He dun nd any admirers anymore le bahh . I used to think tht i might hav chance , but now , his action shows tht i dun have le bahh ... I didn't really care much now , other den when im free . And my headache is terrible , today better le but yet my throat damn pain . Sore throat until damn jialat :( Pain lehh :(

I hope i can feel better tmr . I hope my mood will be better . I think i can't give him up , so use him as motivation bahh (: