My sore throat getting worse :O Coughing like hell , headache getting terrible , sneezing like wht the hell . Those things tht i nvr expect to happen , they actually happened . Mummy scratched pa , pa say wan go police station . Idk he got go anot , idk they planning to divorce anot . When finally , i really wanted to change my attitude towards them , when i finally noe tht family is as important as friends , this kind of things happened . Srsly i dun mind them divorcing , but pls , idw mummy go jail or wht ... If really , divorcing makes everyone happier , i would rather them divorce . 現在的我 ，真的崩溃了 。I can't hold onto my tears , in the end it still drop . How i wish im those kind of girls who are vry strong , dun shed a tear whenever things happen and quickly find ways to settle those problems but srsly i can't . Im just like some girls , who keep my problems to myself and cry at night when no one knows . Im really can't stand all those things alr .. Wht i dun wish to happen , actually is somehow happening now . So i should actually go die and escape my problems ? I guess tht's the best way u noe .. Im tired of all bullshits . First 3 days , nvr sleep well . Now sch reopen alr , although sometimes very tired , but at least i dun hav the time to anyhow think . Now lehh , few days nia , jiu got this kind of problems .. So i should be happy or not ? I wonder how could i actually focus in doing my homework tmr ... Can i hav him by my side now .. ? I feel like seeing him ... Suddenly i realise tht i stranger can be so important to me ... I noe him , he might dk me , he might noe me . I like him , he might noe , he might not noe . I dreamt of him , he might dreamt of me , he might not . So the conclusion is i like him , he might not like me , counted as one sided lor ... Will not hav my hopes high , but really , i hope tht its not gonna be a disappointment for me .
失去後才懂得珍惜 . Srsly its true and i guess i started to regret alr ...
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