I hate goodbyes .. :(

 I dun like goodbyes ... :(

Back in Singapore ... Oh yes , of course i did cry . But its much better den last yr . But i cried terribly on the boat :( I didn't feel like coming home kay . Feeling better at night . Photos uploaded on Facebook ♥ Feel like writing some personal feelings :b 

 To my dearest cousin , Jiapeng . Thanks for all the memories u gave me . Whenever i feel leftout , u will try entertaining me . Whenever i feel leftout , u will pull me to ur room to ask me play with u . I noe u depend on me alot . Whenever when we eat lunch , u will ask me to hlp u with it . Rmb once there's a cockroach in the kitchen , i immediately screamed when i went behind to take my lunch . I ran to tell u and Jiawei . U immediately helped me to take my lunch to ur room . When any of us actually wanted to take anything behind at tht time , we both will ask each other for accompany . When i cried just now , u tried comforting me . I asked you whether u like us coming , u said yes . Just becos u could actually depend on me more becos Jiawei doesn't really let u depend on although he is ur kor . Our memories , they are just so sweet and fun . U treat me like a kid , despite you are smaller den me . You are like my brother , im like ur sister . We meet once a yr . Im glad tht our relationship doesn't drift really apart . Its only the first day , we do feel uncomfortable . Like wht u said today , sms u when we reach Singapore . U noe i dun eat breakfast cos i sleep late at night . U told Stella to wake me up to eat breakfast . U noe i eat lunch at a vry late timing . U said u will sms me to ask me just to eat lunch . U noe i sleep late at night . U said u will sms me , saying goodnights and sweet dreams just to call me to sleep . I noe u wun do tht . Cos its expensive frm thr , smsing here . U ask me to buy poker cards for u . I fake fake say i wun come back nxt yr . U noe im scared of tickling . So u said tht if nxt yr i dun come back , u will come Singapore to tickle me and ask Stella to tickle me . I noe u wan me go back . Our relationship wun drift apart . My aunt ask , we are so close when we're young . But will we be still this close when we're adult . My answer was yes , we will still be so close . That's a promise . It will be a fact . I will miss our memories . I will miss ur cuteness . Rmb ? Pikachu ~ :D  I will miss u my dearest cousin ♥ See you nxt yr ♥

You ah . We only got 3 photos tgt . Somemore those 3 are somehow unglam eh . Ask u take with me more u say will paiseh . Say ltr peepo see le wan go balai find u . I noe u joking luhh :D Our memories , sweet , funny , sad . Despite playing some rough games tgt , despite putting our anger in each other , i noe we dun really mean it . We're close since young . Me , you , Ahlun korkor , Pei sha . Me and you , parents and all are saying tht we are ' couples ' I still rmb the first day when both of us see each other . We are so shy yea ? But second day onwards , we are like close until cannt close :D U make me depend on u alot . U hlp me do alot of things . Everytime when u all eat lunch , either when u are abt to eat , or when u are going to take ur lunch , u will ask me to eat . When i said i'll eat ltr , u always said tht its forbidden . If i dun eat , u will pull me up either frm the floor , or frm ur bed , jus to ask me eat , hoping tht i wun go hungry :b U make me happy , u make me sad . U make me depend on u so much , now come back to Singapore , make me cry like siao . But the happy thing is the memories we hav are really awesome ♥ U really make me cry vry hard lehh . When i on Facebook , u say tickle me ah . I remembered all the memories we had . I immediately cry lehh ! See you nxt yr ah . Dun be so shy liao :b Hehe


They bring me laughter . They bring me smiles . No matter wht happen , they are still the best  ♥