3 more days :(

3 more days . Oh no .. I dun wish to go back :( Despite having quarrels with cousins , no matter wht , our sweet memories make me forget all their mistakes and yea , we alright again . Every yr its the same . Coming back , going back . I'll cry when i leave here , and what's different is all the sweet memories .

Cut my hair today . Actually scared tht my hair will turn out to be like vry ugly but its actually fine . Hope tht my hair will stay like this luhh . Actually nth much to post abt . Mainly becos when i come back , my post will be extreme long . It include pictures , my overall feelings , and alot more . Should i just post when im back ? Since its just 2 more days if i exclude Sat . Since im back on Sat , shall update at night den ? I wun be around in the afternoon , when im going shopping with my aunt . This yr is rather special . My aunt coming back with us (Y) Hope i wun cry . Or i should say i hope i wun cry like a siaozhabor which somehow impossible ?

I saw a cockroach ytd . I cried because alot of peepo scaring me :( Stupid eh . Im bathing and my aunt de boyfriend go take the cockroach put outside the bathroom . Den when i came out i immediately scream den slam the door . In the end they dw take away den im crying inside . Wts . Scary maxx :( Im even more scared of cockroach now ...

Im trying to be really strong . Hoping not to cry on Sat . Seeing all my relatives asking me when im going back , my tears is liking dropping soon . When im having a haircut just now , tht auntie ask me is it fun here . Of course its fun . Den my aunt said when im going back , i'll sure cry . She say pathetic . The place i came since young . The place whr im closer with my cousins compared to my father's side . The place whr i come once a yr . Im leaving in 2 days time . Can i actually hope tht time could pass slower ?