I wish tht u needed me ..

如何放下那麼多的回憶

 倔強說 不痛，假裝什么傷都没有；倔強抬起头，绝不讓眼涙往下流。Im not crying , im not emo . Imma fine today :D Whole night didn't sleep until 6 this morning . Cool eh ~~ Woke up at 1 plus today . Until now , 11.50 pm , im not tired . First time . I dun think im gonna sleep tonite . Dun feel like sleeping O: Im struggling again , really again . I really dk should i jus forget him or continue holding on , hoping there's miracles . Srsly , this time round , im not gonna hav too much hope . Disappointment is always wht i hav . Im scared of tht feeling . Is there miracles ? Is they happy ending ? Will happiness last ? Is there something call B.F.F ? Is there something call love ? Is there something call forever ?

有些事，知道了又怎样…有些人，爱上了又怎样…等待，不一定能等到…放弃，不一定能放下…想给你的关心最终还是收在心里…想给你的鼓励最后还是咽下喉里…说不出口的情绪…欲言又止的心情… 爱…不简单~ 主动久了会很累， 在乎久了会崩溃。