' Cause i know , wht i have is just disappointment , Again

 

爲什麽微笑着，心却是痛的？

Active in Twitter more den Facebook nowadays :b No peace at home -.- Zzzz . Stella so damn noisy . Ytd couldn't sleep . Morning 6 am den sleep . Alot of things are really flowing through my mind ytd . And tears drop . But at least my mood wasn't really ruined . 

Tired of having the same treatment you use to treat me . Tired of caring too much for peepo . Tired of the truth . Tired of receiving the coldness mostly frm everyone . Tired of having high hopes . Tired of the reality . Saying tht i wun expect things frm peepo . Saying tht i wun hav high hopes . Saying tht i will be happy . Trying real hard , hoping i can really do it . But the difference is say is verbal . Its not the actions . ' Actions are louder den words ' 

If I can lost all my memory in one day, be it being getting bang by car and got into the coma, or be it committed suicide, just let me put all the burden behide .