The worst thing i had today , was actually quarrelling with the senior i noe quite long ? The worst part wasn't quarrelling . The worst part was actually the feeling when u quarrel with the senior who noe-s u somehow well and its somehow the senior u're close with . The feeling sucks kay ! Actually without him this senior , im fine also uhh ... I only can say , if this is how u treat me , den thts it lor . I dun mind losing u this senior , i dun mind losing u as friend ? I noe u vry friendly , den alot of ppl noe u . But in my life in sec sch now , i dun nd any seniors luhh . I dun mind not having seniors kay .
I always thinking of something , who will be thinking of me in the middle of the night . I always think of something , i'll be there for ppl who needs me , but who will be there for me . Im not acting emo or wht , im only curious XD Sometimes , having lots of friend isn't good . Among them , not alot will noe u well and treasure u , i guess , not even one will tend to understand u and treasure u . 总说要长大，可是每次总不成功。说要抛开一切，我怎么觉得每次我都没办法。说想要忘记一切，但最后还是没办法。做人怎么那么难？我只希望我能过着简简单单的生活，我只希望我能忘掉一切，我真的好想变白痴哦 :( 我好希望我能睡了就别醒来。只能说，fml larhhh . 突然觉得好累好累。突然觉得要在地球上生存好难好难。我希望今晚，我睡了，明天不要起来。虽然不是永远，至少让我避开一天的现实我也爽。现实，永远是残酷的。我只好说，我败给现实了。以前，现实是我的好友。但现在呢？我竟然败给它。累了，真的累了。我今晚，一定会想办法，让自己逃避现实，让自己不用面对现实，虽然只是那短短的几天。
重新看死神少女。好久没去想渡了。渡，我回来了。我想你了哦。我突然想变石头。活在这世上，我很extra ，活在这世上，我很odd one out。活在这世上，令人讨厌就有吧。。。
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