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Thinking back , i realise im once a strong girl . Thinking back , i realise , i began to grow up . Thinking back , how i wish im still tht girl whr i wun hav moodswing . Thinking back , i did change alot . Everyone will change , indeed . But i nvr tot of changing into someone who began to grow up . Im trying hard , to give up things . But the feeling , is fucking unbearable . I always hav this conception tht giving up someone is easy . But now , i realise tht even if u wanna give up on tht person , the memories u all hav , the feeling which u hav make u cant give up . I guess , its time to leave everything alone , dun think abt anything . If srsly i can just do it . I hope in my mind now is him , only and no other trouble and etc . 

测测你交际中什么时候最迷人？

---> 认真的时候

 你是一个比较认真的人，极少会开一些不着四六的玩笑，并且很少给人一种懈怠的感觉。大概这样的你，其 实在交际场合中，是学会不了那种八面玲珑，也无法一下子就吸引到众人的目光吧，但是这并不代表你在交际场合中就没有了自己的迷人时刻。务实的你总是率先就 进入了认真状态，也因此，会给人一种极为踏实、靠谱的感觉。其实交际中虚情假意实在是太多，也许你的认真姿态，反而可以为自己赢得不少的赞赏呢。我突然觉得我好像变回以前那常有moodswing了，是因为最近压力大吗 ？最近觉得很累很累，好想睡了就别醒来。只能说明天的聚会，不懂会成功吗。我希望会，我不想待在家里。不想看到那老巫婆。整天只会吵吵吵，欠打啦。越说越不爽。艹。原本已经快疯了，满脑子是他了，酱烦我只会让我更想离家出走。懂这个东东的，只有芷杏。所以不多说了。


Noe me well before making assumption . Noe me well before saying anything bad abt me cos u will nvr noe wht u had judged is correct or wrong . Anyone can make assumption abt me but i dun hope is my beloved friends and him . Srsly , imisshim . Sibei wht somemore . Hmph . He wun noe , god noe-s , i noe , Zhixin noe , thts it . After chatting with Zhixin , i think , srsly , its time to give up . I dk if i can anot , but i'll try my best forgetting him . I dun think i can , but i'll try . If cannt , i guess its time for him to give me hopes to cling on again .