Im just having this kind of feelings everyday . Im just like easily forgotten . Even when im with my friends . It seems tht me and them , our relationship are drifting . Drifting really far .
How i wish i really could , hoping tht the bottle could be taken by happy angel , making me happy again . I noe its just impossible cos "happy angel" doesn't exist .
I wish i hav someone to tell me tht everything is okay . I noe no one will cos im just forever the odd one out . I dun hav true friends . They are just using me . I hope everything will really be fine . I dun wish to be emo . Im really scared of emo now . I hate to do foolish things . It seems to be fun but i scared of the pain i had . The pain was just awhile . And the scar is forever . Im really scared of the scar . Seeing the scar will makes me feel worse . Tmr having pe . Im the captain and i hope my team will be alright . I scared things will be in a mess . Srsly ..
I shall hav an early 11:11 . Im tired . Dear 11:11 , i wish everything will be alright . I wish tht my dream is true . I just hope pain will disappear soon . Im tired of this kind of life . I wish to hav a boyfriend who could hold my hands , telling me tht everything will be alright cos he will be thr with me . I hope to hav a boyfriend who will be supporting me no matter wht i do . And lastly imisshim .
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