I didn't meant it ..

 

" I didn't meant it .. "

 I didn't meant to walk fast when i walk past u . I didn't meant everything i had done today . Everything was just because of my sis . I decided to face the truth . I decided to face everything even if i cant accept the fact . But sry , i broke the promise today . No matter is it on friends or whoever , i really apologise . Sometimes i noe my attitude do sucks . But i really dun mean it . Probably i did things which disappoint u all . I noe it but i really dun mean it . Haish .. Did not update my blog ytd . Snatching com with my sis ytd hence i decided not to snatch with her . I really hate die home . I will always be dulan when im at home . Everything starts to change when im home . Haish ...

Suddenly realise tht my relationship with parents wasn't vry good now . Our relationship started to drift . Really far ... Sometimes i wonder is it really becos of me . I noe i didn't do anything wrong . But idk why things like tht will happen . I really wanted to leave this hse . I dun wish to face them  any longer , They are really just so irritating . I cant stand them any longer . I love the life in my dream . It just really rocks . No stress , no nth . Im just so free . The feeling was fantastic . I really dun hav to worry anything . I wonder when will happen ..

Sometimes i feel tht the feeling of being chio was just so good . I saw some pictures and it gives me this kind of feeling . Ugly really sucks .. Chio girls always hav alot of confessors . Even if tht girl like the boy , becos she is chio , she could hav the boy . This isn't fair although nth is fair in this world . But if tht boy like tht girl , he wun mind cos she is she . She's unique . How i wish i hav this kind of boyfriend .. Thinking of  my dreams , i will be smiling . Idk why :o It seems tht my dreams rocks ❤

Regret ? I hate regretting . Regret-ion always happen to me but today , i really fucking damn regret .. Promise , sry , i broke u .. I hope i wun break it anymore . I doesn't wish to hurt anyone any longer .. Today shall be the last day im broking all promises and bye , broken promise . Hi perfect promises ❤