27072011

“ 给我一个理由開心 ..” 

Today , i guess im happy bahh . Seems everything is fine today especially during english period . I tot i will feel moody today de but im not . Today's home econ lesson sucks . Teacher ask us do papaya milkshake . Den the milk taste stronger den the papaya . In the end i drank two mouth i gave my friend liao . He volunteered to hlp me finish de :D I guess , i had started to mix with our class de boys le . I feel happier nowadays but if tht friendship could patch , my life would really rocks ..

First day wore this ring to sch . 27072011 ♥ The pathetic thing is tht we haven patch . Tmr is the third wk we quarrel liao . Jus now went to northpoint to return Cheryl money . I walked the way tht we always walk to go northpoint . I walked to places we had been before tgt . Memories appeared in my brain . Slowly refreshing me .. This time round , im alone :<  I rmb-ed once i shouted i wan go mini toons to see hello kitty file . You said tht his people is looking at me . I dun mind cos im a fan of hello kitty . I dun nd anyone to judge me . No matter whr i go now , when i see ppl looking at me , i would start wondering whether is it his ppl ... Last time , no matter whr we go , who we see , u will tell me if its his ppl . But now , idk how im gonna noe .. I still rmb porcupine . Today i went to popular . I cant see porcupine anymore :< Do this shows tht our friendship will disappear like tht porcupine becos it had been replaced by others ? Places we went tgt de , im going nowadays . But im alone now ... Pretty sad uh ... Having fun things in class , everytime i share with u when we meet . But now , i cant share with u any longer . Heart started to break again . Thinking of them , heart shattered :<

 These few days ,  lack of  sleep . Falling sick soon . Gonna hav sore throat liao . Which means gonna hav fever soon . Pathetic me . Going party world on fri with Ler ying :D Somehow looking forward to it . Jiro going to release album liao . Nd save lots lots to buy his and Arron's album XD Im a die fan of Fahrenheit hao bu hao :D Going genting soon . Wun be in Singapore frm 5th August ( night) to 9th August (afternoon) . Dun txt me . Will post on Fb to inform de ^^ 

Haven do home econs . Planning to do ltr and stay late late again . Kelian de wo :< I hope to get the " support " by him and successfully do finish my work earlier and sleep . If not really will sick de :<

 

自己一个人 ，没人知道一个人的感受是怎样的 . 表面上的我 ，能笑 ，能玩 ，看起来很開心 . 但我真的累了 ... 很累很累 . 快透不过气了 .. 有谁看到了会心疼 ？有谁会主动帮我 ，鼓励我 ？或许我只希望的是有他吧 . 我总觉得要求好像太多了 . 明知道是不可能的 ，已经叫自己忘记他了 ，现在还说希望有他 . 其实　，叫自己不要再想他很像很难　．　晚上要睡前會想着他　，不然會睡不着　．　挺奇怪的哦　．．　Probably this is normal . Only idk only bah .. 

I hope tmr will be a fine day like today . Tmr tie day . Hope i will rmb to bring my tie XD