" Will i regret for not treasuring you ?"
No one wish to regret for not treasuing something but idk why , i seems to regret on all things i have . Sometimes i do think tht it might be good tht you leave me cos u dun appreciate me at all . I suddenly rmb our good memories . Of course i miss it . I still rmb all tht . But i dk if you still rmb anot . When i see ur cousin playing basketball , i rmb our memories . When i called you this afternoon , and u called back , i was so shock . I ask you to help me find things , you told me tht you dun even care . This make me fuming mad . I immediately hang up your call . I noe im in a wrong but im fuming mad . Im sorry .. But when i saw your cousin and his friend playing , i think i began to like them . Idk why i hav this kind of weird feeling but it seems tht i began to like them ... This might not be true . Hopefully its not the truth . I dun wish to step into relationship problem again ... It might be a nice memory ... i added them . But it seems tht its useless . Jus now at the basketball court , both of you keep looking . Idk why but i wish to noe the truth . It might make u all fuming mad cos she is scolding both of you dogs but not me . I dun wish both of you to misunderstand me ... I hav a good day today .. I hope tht forever , i could have something like tht . I might hav short-term memory . My response are slow but i must admit tht my life wasn't as happy as i want . Ppl say tht having a short memoy and slow response is good cos you dun hav to think much and dun nd to worry much but im really different . My life wasn't good cos im thinking of weird things . I hope i wun be able to do so from now . I wish i could dun worry things from now cos i jus wish to hav a smile on my face forever ...
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