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I miss those days that we random meet outside and you will just walk towards me and you will walk with me till we need to split to our own destination . I miss those days when you will just smile randomly at me . I miss those moments we randomly met and we went out together .

The past is so much better , our memories together is so much better than now because it seems like we won't be having back what we used to be anymore .

當距離變成快要消失不見的回憶時 ，能做的或許只有放手 。我們都懂 ，有些東西不能勉強 ，不屬於自己的怎樣努力都不會有 。一切是否這麽假 。

真愛不容易 ，遇見你還以為一切有些轉變但沒想到一切不再完美 。你永遠都不知道要放棄一個人的勇氣有多大 。我不知道這種甜蜜又痛苦的感覺會維持多久 。我很想放手 ，可是我不知道為什麽每一晚的我 ，腦海裡總出現著他 。

I have to say im very thankful for every stare . Because i have to admit that it really brightens up my day . He will never understand , how happy i can get when i can talk to him . Its going to mark seventh month liking him , i must be stupid to count this but yeah , im this foolish . Birthday in 5 days time , im so hoping that there is surprises this year . Its really sweet when your friends called you on your birthday itself just to ask you to go under your blk . For what ? Because he / she wanted to pass you your pressie with a cake . I was hoping for this so much but never it will happen to me . Just prolly a wish from my crush it can brighten my day already but its so impossible :(

其實當自己看到有站在同一艘船的人的時候 ，其實挺傷心的 。總覺得自己不夠好 ，或許對方真的有那麽好 。明明知道不可能 ，可是還是說不想給自己遺憾 。我能夠告訴他們去告白 ，但是自己就是沒有這個勇氣 。我不主動 ，從來都沒有 。小時候覺得喜歡一個人能夠盡管壓抑 ，喜歡就盡量忘 ，但是現在放棄一個人怎麽這麼難 。

He will never know how much he mean to me . I don't wish to be hinting around any longer . This is really too tiring for me .

Happy 16th Serenthia .