Hell yes . I miss die my cousins . You know , its like ever since i went back last year , i've not seen them till now . Other then when skyping with them . Was whatsapping with Jiawei ytd . I miss Jiapeng and him kay . Those jokes i had with them , they make me smile when i don't feel like smiling . Even ahlun korkor . In times i miss being a small kid . Because i can go back as and when i like and can play with them . Can see from the picture , 2 year ago and last year . Guess i didn't change much bahh . HAHA .
4 more days .. I really don't know if i should look forward anot . There's too much things going on in this family . And i always believe that i must stay strong . I was watching Fahrenheit's concert DVD that Cheryl they gave . Hell yeah . I miss them to the max . It makes me feel emotional . But in our heart , once a fei fan , forever a fan ♡ 我愛飛輪海 ♥ After 173 days , i manage to tell her to last long with him . 57 days letting go . Hell yeah i succeeded ~ :D I've succeeded for 57 days . 2 more days to exact 2 month ! I always say , life is awesome . In times , i finally realise what peepo mean by its better to let go . Because if you let go , all is just torturing yourself . If i don't let go , im only missing the old him , where he had changed , i've changed too . When things don't meant to be , the only thing you can do is love yourself more . What i mean ? It means letting go . The truth , reality always hurts . But by staying strong , this makes life easier .
Starting is always difficult . But perserve . It won't rain forever . What kills you makes you stronger (: What someone will learn after he / she is hurt is to stay strong (: Oh ya . Misunderstanding cleared today (: It's always better to have more friends then enemy isn't it .
Its better to be single . But in times i do feel like getting into relationship . But well , life is always awesome , despite you're single or attached . Because you got friends ! ♡ I've got a group of cute friends :D They were there for me when i broke up with him , no matter what happened , they're by my side . Like Jingwen , Ruiwan , Lerying , Shiting , Cheryl , Felicia , Anderene , Nowel , Yiling and even Renea . Don't forget my kors too xD Even like Adam and Ziwei . When i broke up with him , they were there to cheer me up , came to find me despite its raining . And also Felicia . I know her through Adam . Because he went Vietnam , i can only contact him through Felicia . I know i know her through an awkward situation . But throughout , she's there for me . She's counted as my true and good friend in such a short timing :D It has been long ever since i've contact with Renea and Cheryl . We hang out almost everyday during Primary school . I admit , we drifted . But when i need them , they were there for me . Like Yiling and Nowel , we know each other through twitter . But we're like somehow super close . I have to thank everyone being there for me , making me laugh and smile ♡♥ Without them , i don't know how life's gonna be .
Because im a girl who appears to be strong yet is sort of a cry baby . That's why i always say im the luckiest girl in the world . I saw yalun , Wuchun , Calvin and Jiro . I know who is my true friends . I know there's alot of problems in my family , but i do have a caring mummy and sis ♥ Im grateful for what i have . We tend to lose some things in order to get better stuffs (: Will update soon . Xx
" Learn to let go if you think you've already done your part . Goodbye is really not an end , but a new life you deserve to have . "
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