Tomorrow ♡

Let's start by thinking back to 2012 . A year when everything seems to be so perfect (: I was reading back my blogpost . The first post for 2012 till the end of 2012 . Our first meeting before their ld performace , i still remember you guys were telling me ' Serenthia , you come find us before our performance luhh . ' So he actually text me on that day itself to ask me to meet early (: Yes , i don't mind . That's the first time both of us went out together , for the first time . Then i went back home to charge my phone . He told me other than wen chi's house , this is the first time you went to a girl's house . And then after man lok end his tuition we went to his house , i still remember man lok keep saying what date come back finish alr uh . That's a day full of jokes , that's a day when i saw Jeff being such a gentleman :b The guys were super caring . The guys scared im gonna go missing , he told me to call Bobby's phone if i can't find the road . Because his phone left around 5% . And i remember Bobby telling me , this is when he start to suspect he like me . I don't believe . Because i find it normal . So i didn't take it in heart . The second day the guys having performance . He called me to ask where i am . He told me to go back school , you guys are outside the gate waiting for me . I asked why . He just told me to go back . I'll know when i reach . The surprise was ' awesome ' . It was meet the senior session . Wow . It's awkward . You guys were afraid that i'll run away so the guys were security guard of the day . When we reached , i was playing hide and seek with him and bobby . Because i ran to polyclinic , that's when we started the whole game :b Of course they were scolded for playing with me . Haha . That teacher damn boliao can -.-

Then it reminds me of how he confessed to me . He started with that few random questions till he asked me who i like . After a few days , finally i accepted him . Bishan and Amk , the two places i'll never forget . Koi was really extra sweet that day . And it reminds me of the forfeit if i lose the bet . He wanted me to give you a goodbye kiss . Which is on his cheeks . That day was exactly the day he bought me pooh . I will never forget how cute he was , calling me randomly when he's in Malaysia , becauae he told me he miss me . I'll never forget those random cute messages he'll send me just to tell me not to be afraid of thunder , must sleep early . Without fail , everyday he'll just send me goodnight messages . I'll never forget those silly , cute moments we had together . I'll never forget my first time taking mrt to Buangkok to find him . I'll never forget how he'll hug me asking me not to be scared of the thunder . It reminds me of that particular cca when the thunder is roaring till i don't dare to do any practise other than covering my ears . After cca , he immediately apologised to me because he can't hug me . I still remember how he will hug me to sleep with my babypooh . I still remember he will random kiss me while im sleeping . Sunset , on the beach , hugging me randomly , carrying me in the sea which is on my belated birthday that day . I remember him promising me he will help me take videos if yalun coming to Singapore if im in Indonesia . I remember him bringing me go see my dearest Jiro . 261 days , calling him my darling , my sillyboy , my laogong , my baby , my hunny , my everything . Everything just ended when he came back .

But it's alright . Those moments will be memories . I don't know what i can still say . There will be others better . But yeah , don't treat others as replacement . 2 different peepo , no matter how similar is still two different girls . You don't play with other peepo's feeling if you're purely scared of loneliness . 好的事情雖然結束了 ，但是回憶永遠不會變 。不管現在的你多恐怖 ，以前的你 ，絕對是我王雅婷最愛的 。

Hey . When you fucking say you'll gtfo please , you better do so -.- Stop maligning uh . I swear when it really makes me angry and fucking pissed , i don't know what the hell i'll do (: No one wish to see this side of me . I don't care what's your age . You show no respect , i won't give you my respect (: I don't care you chup who . Im not someone you can test too (: Let me say this once again . Don't say i didn't repeat for you (: Fuck off , or else soon you'll know who is Serenthia Ong Ya Ting (: Make sure you fucking do a background check about me first (:

I'll be nice , if you're nice (: Don't blame me for being a bitch , because you've forced me to be (: