" I finally realised how much i need you by my side "

" Its the way you make me smile , when i feel like crying " 

Once a upon a time , there was an island where all the feelings lived . Happiness , Sadness , Knowledge , and all others , including Love . One day , it was announced to all of the feelings tht the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean . And so , all the feelings prepared their boats to leave . Love was the only one tht stayed . She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment . When the island was almost totally under , Love decided it was time to leave . She began looking for someone to ask for hlp . Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat . Love asked : " Richness , can i come with you on your boat ? " Richness answered , " Im sry , but there is alot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you . " Then Love decided to ask Vanity for hlp who was passing in a beautiful vessel . Love cried out , " Vanity , hlp me please . " " I cant hlp u " , Vanity said , " you're all wet and will damage my beautiful boat . " Next , Love saw Sadness passing by . Love said , " Sadness , pls let me go with u . " Sadness answered , " Love , im sry , but , i just need to be alone now . " Then , Love saw Happiness . Love cried out , " Happiness , pls take me with u . " But Happiness was so overjoyed tht he didn't hear Love calling him . Love began to cry . Then , she heard a voice say , " come Love , i will take you with me . " It was an elder . Love felt so blessed and overjoyed tht she forgot to ask the elder his name . When they arrived on land the elder went on his way . Love realised how much she owed the elder . Love den found Knowledge and asked , " who was it tht helped me ? " " It was Time , " Knowledge answered . " But why did Time helped me when no one else would ? " Love asked . Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom  and sincerity , answered , " Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is "

So no matter wht , cherish wht u have now . The one right before ur vry eyes . Instead of complaining and dwelling in wht u are missing , look around for things you already have . Do not come to regret when the person u love finally decided to walk out of ur life . By then , i guess it'll be too late .

Take it as a lesson learnt , to cherish all things around u before they eventually fade away . Im a fortunate girl . But will this last ?

" Chapter Fourteenth ♥ "

It's our Sixth month monthsary ytd . We quarreled , mostly is because of pms . But its fine now , and here's a note to my dearest for our Six month monthsary .

There is this guy , who love me . This silly , who is willing to do anything just to make me happy . My silly boy , who is willing to hold my hands , tgt , to solve everything tgt . He care abt me more den himself . He will be there for me whenever i need him . He will just bear everything to himself , not telling me cos he scared everything will be ruined . The one who will bear with me , whenever i throw tantrums . Whenever im not feeling good , he will just be my punching bag , he will be there , cheering me up . He will be the one , making me smile without fail , when i dun feel like smiling .

He say tht my smile is the best . He dw to see my tears , he just want to see my smile . Im really fortunate , to have such a sweet boyfriend . Six month past , it's pretty fast . I didnt noe tht we can go so far , with problems every month . Im not a good gf , when im throwing tantrum at u without reason , every month without fail . Ur babygirl hurts too , definitely . Baby , thanks for bearing with me when i hav pms . I noe it hurts seeing me like this , especially ytd when i cried in front of u alot of time . See u crying , it hurts too . But i promise , i try to control myself . I'll try not to get jealous easily . I try not to quarrel with u over small things although this is my way of showing tht i care . We manage to overcome every problem tgt .

" Every quarrel counts , cause they are the one making both of you closer " I swear i believe this . Cause everyday , we are getting closer and closer tgt . You are the perfect one in my heart , no one will be able to replace it . Every month , writing u ' letters ' in my blog is hard . Nth can actually express out my love to u , nth can express how glad i am to have u , how fortunate i am . I noe u by fate . And by chance we are tgt . 这段感情得来不易 ，怎样还是要珍惜 . 

I promise , i'll nvr take u for granted . Promise me tht u will nvr leave me , promise me to always stay by my side . Promise me tht no matter wht , u wun let go of me . I want to be the girl tht u always talk abt , the girl who u cant live without . The one tht makes ur day brighter , the girl tht makes ur heart beats like crazy and for u to say to ur friends , " thats her " . 

Dearest , iloveyou ♥