" 这一生我只牵你的手 ，因为今生有你早已足够
Here to blog again (: In fact , these few days literally sucks for me . Hate throwing tantrum at dearest darling without reason . We actually quarreled until break up this time round . But its happy tht we didn't lose each other in the end . Im really glad tht i didn't lose him , he didn't lose me .
Quarreling with baby , it makes me think alot alot . I shouldn't keep throwing tantrums at him . I shouldn't keep raising my voice at him . So i decided to control my temper , shall not scream at him anymore . I noe he is tired , whenever i throw tantrum . Like baby say , he will feel tired when he is angry . I noe 他只是一时说气话 . And i noe i should try to 体谅他 . So its time to be a good gf . Idw to be tht type of gf when he cant even be his real self infront of me . I just want him to be happy when he is with me , when he can just say out everything , his thoughts , wht happened if he is angry , sad and etc . When he can actually do whtever things he want infront of me .
I dun wish to be a burden towards him . For the sake of this relationship , i really have to control my temper . Its really time to change my temper . Relationship needs alot alot of understanding , trust and faith . Baby is trying to bear everything whenever i have pms . Its time for me to be understanding towards him . Tgt for so long , im not being a good gf . I hope baby wun regret choosing me as his gf . I hope he wun stop loving me . Cos i really love him alot , till i really can't afford to lose him .
He is my sillyboy , who is like me , just want to suffer alone , instead of suffering things tgt . He think he like tht vry cool , but to me , he is just being a silly boy . He say tht i have to be selfish , for the sake of getting wht i want . So darling , pls be selfish . Say out ur feelings , i can be unreasonable in times , but give me time . I'll try to agree to things which i think i can do .
The feeling when u didn't lose someone important to u is really great . I just want to tie him by my side till forever cos my dearest sweetheart also have the same thought . Its time to start changing myself , for the sake of everything . And my aim is not to quarrel frm now onwards to nxt month , until my pms come . Better is not to quarrel at all .
Baby , u have always been my wonderful boyfriend . I dun wish to lose you , cos u are really important . U might only see this on Mon . Or maybe i have alr txt u abt it . I promise to show u the best me , i promise to be a better gf . Iloveyou
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