To be frank enough , things are not like it used to be alr . It seems like everything is drifted far more apart . Fri the 13th , it seems tht its gonna be a bad day for me . To be serious , i actually tot tht everything will be fine but it seems tht everything start to change . Im not gonna blame anyone for all these things , but yea , i should blame myself for just dropping too in in this relationship . Im actually telling myself not to drop too much in this relationship frm the start . I mean , i shouldnt drop so much isnt it ? Im hoping tht i wun cry while typing this . Im still in sch ltr room . Im telling myself , cannt means cannt . I cannt drop inside , i cannt be jealous , i should give him freedom . But it seems like im nth now rite ? I really hate , caring too much for others . As time pass , im gonna be taken for granted . Frankly speaking , things start to turn like this alr ... He's actually depending on his friends . I mean , its time not to depend on him le rite ...? I shouldnt be crying le rite ? Since frm young , im nvr someone's first priority .
Im not expecting much . Things are not gonna go back to the past , when everything like fairytale . Everything will have an ending , mostly bad . Im tired fighting , im tired caring . No one will even understand my feeling , so im not gonna cry , its time for be to be strong . Shall just let him do what he wants , shall not care so much . If im really so transparent , so be it den ...
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