Tht website , as title , is my sillyboy's website . I mean , yeah , he created a new blog cos he deleted his old blog for me . Like past few days , i argued with my sillyboy because of blog thingys only . But wht i can say is we actually quarreled today too . If im not wrong ytd too . I mean , sort of no link rite . Cos ytd is because of geo . Den afternoon is because of he is going to ml's hse but i dun like . But i cant restrict him rite . So i feel sort of jealous den quarrel with him . Den today because i feel tht he has changed . Like today got alot of things to post . Today , sch anni , theres so many so call new comers . Den A___ depends on him ma . I mean i dun like girls to depend on him . Really dun like . Somemore she damn chio lehh . I really hate it lor . So actually we patched and we manage to noe each other even more .
Reason is because me myself and dearest baby dun like cold wars . Cause we both have the fear of losing each other . Baby say he will feel jealous . Cause i can smile like normal to others but idw talk to him . Its normal to feel this way , cos at least i noe tht my dearest baby actually cares . In fact , today , my dearest baobei actually cried infront of me . Its the second time he cried because of me . It makes me so damn heartbroken . Maybe i shall just write a note for my baobei here . Its easier to see .
Hey baby , i noe , it has been hard for u nowadays . To tolerate my nonsense and all . Its hard for me not to be paranoid . I mean , u wun hope so rite , if not it shows tht idc abt u . But actually , being too paranoid and all sucks as all these really make u feel tired and etc including me cos too 严重liao . But i wanna say is , no matter how we quarrel , i wun leave u . Still rmb the short discussion we had today ? I promise tht i wun leave you . Cause you're only acting strong sometimes . I cant leave you , cause i cant see u turning into someone idk . I wun leave you , cause iloveyou ♥
Nxt Sat , our Fifth month monthsary . Actually i tot tht we cant celebrate tgt . But nxt Sat i got performance , or its we have performance . So i can celebrate with him le . I miss my boy alot . Feel like hugging him . Today not enough . Like damn short nia lor ! Maybe visit his blog ? Although he dun update much , and he today is in Malaysia , plus his connection today den okay i guess , i'll ask him to update tmr :D
Will end my post here . Send him a msg just now . Shall send him a goodnight msg ltr (:
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