I've been watching Love Rain today . First 5 episode , the lesson learnt is to cherish . The girl kena lung cancer i think , both of them hav to leave each other . Actually ... Im alright till now . I just went to his acc .. Im fine , really fine . 因为习惯就好了 。 No more heartbreaks .. Cos i understand this fact tht he treat everyone like this . Im not the special one . Cos he treat everyone like this .. Maybe he dun love him like he used to be ..
Im fine , cos i accepted the fact tht he treat everyone like tht . Im fine , cos im tired , being paranoid and insecure everyday , forever scaring myself tht i will lose him one day . Im fine , cos i noe tht he will leave me one day , im no longer scared . Im fine , cos i noe everything starts to change , everything fading ... I didnt request much . Girls just hope to hav a bf who dote on her the most . The one who treats her specially , who wun treat others like how he treat her . All girls dun wish to be insecure , being sensitive , getting jealous everytime when she noe or saw his precious talk to other girls . Which girl dun wish to stop thinking of the fear of losing someone important ?
Im so scared , everyday . Cos i noe till the end , peepo will one by one , leaving me . So im trying my real best , not to throw tantrum on him , try not to quarrel with him . And im actually forever telling myself , dun be jealous . No point being jealous . Especially when he start to noe other classes de peepo , knowing more girls . Tht kind of fear , it seems tht only girls will understand cos boys wun hav the fear of losing a girl . I seems so tired .. No point controlling , no point restricting . Maybe you need to take a break example leaving me ...
Hav good intention , but it seems tht no point alr . Maybe i shall be prepared . He will leave me anytime . Im fine , really fine . Cos i noe i must be strong . 所以我 ，真的没有事 ，还能微笑 ，虽然看起来很假
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