Thinking back , actually im quite tired . When primary sch doesn't hav any troubles , we dun nd to care abt wht peepo think abt us . When we can be ourself in primary sch , getting pms , no moodswing , forever tht happy . I suddenly tot of bs/sg tht case . Who will be standing by my side when i tio this kind of case ? When u noe tht you're not chio , being judged , being leftout , being backstabbed , having fake friends around , primary sch friends , once super close to u , now all become strangers . And u are even doubting should u trust ur bf/gf , thinking whether they will judge u like others anot , thinking tht will they backstab u in future , thinking tht they may leave u all alone , seeing them leaving u because he saw chiobu and start to despise u tht u are ugly .
Why do chiobus get the authority while ugly peepo get to be judged ? Did others think before their thoughts ? Who dun wish to be beautiful , who dun wish to be strong to face all those bad comments if she is ugly ? When u tot of all those good memories , and they had disappeared , when u realise tht they judged u so they leave u , isn't tht cruel ?
Who dun wish to be strong ? When a strong person is giving advises to others , for the weaker ones , she will stand by their side , giving them lots and lots of advises , trying to cheer them up , but does anyone noe tht the job was terrible , because in everyone's eyes , she is so strong tht she wun shed a tear for small things , she wun shed a tear for big things , she's like a cold blooded animal . But actually , no one noe tht she is actually crying at night , crying to sleep . In the morning , wake up and tell herself to be strong , fake a smile and continue to let peepo noe tht she's cold blooded .
And will she be loved ? We wun noe ...
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