Imisshisvoice ♥

Yea , actually not in a mood to update . Mood is like up and down de . Is it because i care too much ? Its like peepo are giving me this kind of feeling ... I guess everyone care too much on at least a particular thing and on at least a particular person . And i hav friends , struggling on whether to break or not to break . For me , i really damn hate struggling among this kind of feeling luhh , plus this wun happen to me de , im not thinking too much . But srsly , personally , im having problems in relationship . Its all because im too sensitive , getting jealous easily , having moodswings for at least twice every month , having alot of problems . Im scared of going sch everyday , especially when im having pms . Cos i noe im going to throw tantrum at him , getting sensitive over small things , getting jealous and start to feel like crying .

Sometimes , i just hope to lose my nerve cells , just hope tht in some days , i cant lose my feelings . Because im just so scared tht when one day , he cant bear with my nonsense alr , he will leave me alone . Im just scared tht when i wake up in the morning , everything will just change and its not gonna be as perfect in my mind . Im just scared of changes , cos im just too sensitive to it . Late replies always lead to misconception . To me , late replies make me feel tht tht person is talking to someone better den me . And yea , i guess it spoils my mood too .. For today , there's lots of things happening . And i guess , im gonna cry to sleep at night although he's gonna sing for me to make me sleep ... Can i dun hav nerve cells today ? Everything was so hard for me ...