No time update my blog . Mainly busy chatting with my dearest baby darling and busy with some things . Only can say , ytd's 2.4 sucks , today's practice was fun ~ :D
Dun care too much . I guess i hav to keep telling myself this . But maybe , i cant even hlp myself , cos srsly i cant hlp but i really care alot . Srsly , jealousy actually kills .
See my silly baby darling ? So cute rite
♥ Only can post previous photo cos nowadays nvr take photos . He insisted me writing abt him cos i told him i ran out of topics to write .
He's the first one i cared alot alot alot alot alot , more den anyone . The first one who can cheer me up within 5 min when im sad or angry . The one who i cried at least once in each month because im paranoid , getting sensitive , jealous and etc . He's not like others , sending me sweet long text everyday , but he's really a sweet and a good boyfriend . I suppose , boys have only one side , no matter in front of whoever person , which is forever hyper but i guess my silly baby have 3 sides ~ One in front of friends , one in front of family and one in front of me . The one who cant go hyper or cant even smile truly when im emo , the one who cared this relationship more den me .
If u dk him , i guess first impression u will hav is actually he's a paikia . He's fierce , he's not friendly at all . Knowing him more and more , day by day , actually he's not vry strong too . I guess , everyone have their weak point , no matter how strong they are on the outside , they will still have tears , they are still weak . When u actually dc abt first impression , just wanna noe him day by day , just wanting to see his weakness and prevent him frm acting strong and just wan him to be his ownself . He's someone , who really care alot of his peers , care abt his surrounding . He's really hyper , but can turn emo suddenly .
Silly baby , i noe i hav been throwing tantrum every month . And it last at least for 1 wk . Thanks for bearing with me . I noe we hav cold war , twice somemore and the longest was 2h , but i really didn't meant to hav cold wars with u . U noe why i care so much ? Because i noe i cant afford to lose u , because i noe i love you ♥
Those cute moments when you're looking at the camera , looking at ur hair , those cute moments when you're acting cute with me , those cute photos we took , those silly moments we had tgt , those faces on ur face when i refuses to let u kiss and those long and tight hugs ♥
I hope u see the differences , im really trying hard not to ask for tht two words , im really trying hard to control my emotions . 我相信真正在乎我的人、是不會被別人搶走的、無論是友情還是愛情 。Baby , Im not gonna let anyone snatch u frm me , especially when u are more important den my life ♥
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