Sun always sucks

Girl: "I'm jealous." Boy: "Don't be jealous baby." Girl: "Why?" Boy: "Cause you have something they don't." Girl: "What?" Boy: "My heart."

愛，是一種責任，
我不是碰不到更好的，而是因為已經有了你，
我不想再碰到更好的；
我不是不會對別人動心，而是因為已經有了你，
我就覺得沒必要再對其他人動心；
我不是不會愛上別的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，
能在一起不容易，即使你不是最好的，
甚至不是最適合我的，但卻是我最珍惜的。

Sun is a day tht srsly sucks at the end of every wk . Its like so damn sian , nth to do but only sleep and eat , and sms . Thts how i spend my Sun . 


And i guess , everything had started to drift , everything is starting to change . Im really envious couples whose relationship is getting longer every month , when they post on each others wall ' happy blah blah month monthsary ' Its really sweet , and the sweet part is seeing couples lasting for months , years . Or i should say everything lies on me , because im not a good girlfriend . Sometimes , i really feel like making everything to an end cos i really cant bear to see him suffering because of me . But it's impossible , when i love him so much tht i really dun wish to make everything to an end and i guess he will not agree with me too ? Im tired being so sensitive everyday , sensitive and paranoid especially i hav tht thing , im tired of being jealous , those feeling srsly other den sucks , i guess i couldn't find any words to describe it .


Am i the one who is changing ? Is he the one who is changing ? Or time is the one ? I find tht im the one who is changing ... Is it a good thing or a bad thing ... Other den feeling lousy , im still feeling lousy . Maybe dreams may be true , promises meant to be broken , forever doesn't seem to last ...