Having u by my side ♥

Im just used to his presence , the one who can let me depend on . And when you're ignoring me , i got paranoid again ... And i shouldn't get paranoid isn't it ?

I dun worth your love . Im not someone who is special , i dun worth anything . I ain't perfect . I always hav this in my mind . If im meant to be alone forever , its meant to be . When he ignored me , i shouldn't be sad isn't it ? I hav been telling myself , not to hav high hopes . And why im having this kind of thoughts again ?

‘ 谁先认真 ，谁就输了 . And i srsly hope this is not true . Jealousy kills ~ I dun wish to be paranoid again ...