I didn't tot tht u turn out to be important in my life . Is it becos idk how to differentiate whether i like u or just in terms or you're just my cousin ? i have been thinking alot , really alot . Memories are the one hurting me rite now rite ? Im scared tht im just only taking u as a replacement or maybe its to make myself feel better . I wonder whether u still like me anot . Wht if u told me u still like me wht will i respond ? Im wondering and thinking of all this . I did consider , wht if you're my stead , and its like we one yr only meet once , wll this last long ? This feeling really sucks kay ...
有時的我 ，總覺得根本不值得任何人的關心 。I cried for alot of boys this yr ... Wht happen to me eh .. And now im wondering .. Why am i changing . Why am i changing to a better one . Why im not like the old Serenthia . Changing for the sake of him ?
Im confused and i hate this feeling . Will god give me an answer ? Can i noe wht's my future ? Will my life ends with a happy ending ? Life is full with wonders and regrets . I hope in the end , when i noe wht's the ending , i hope i wun regret . Cherish , i think thts the thing i have to learn now . 04 28 , suffering frm insomnia and i guess its time for me to sleep . Dun think too much , i hope ltr will be a better day ..
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