31122011 ; Goodbye 2011 (:

2011 ，最後一天 ，在家里度過的人很多吧 ？我也是其中一个 。今年的31122011 ，比前几年的還不爽 。又要長大一岁了 。今年過得很快 ，很快 。還记得今年刚開始的時候 ，刚进入中学 ，全校最小的 。現在 ，變学姐了 ，有點不習慣 。

Seeing couples everywhere , im jealous . And im serious , really jealous . Seeing couples counting down in the last day of this yr , jealous eh . Im just staying at home , using my com . And others are with friends or even with their boyfee/girlfriends counting down , looking forward for nxt yr . Some peepos are looking forward for nxt yr , some peepo are not . Me ? Mixed feelings .. Looking forward , becos im going to plan things differently for festivals like counting down for New Year , Christmas , my bday and all . Looking forward , cos im making alot of changes in myself . Looking forward , cos i have alr done my plannings for nxt yr . Looking forward , cos im ready to say bye to the old me (: Not looking forward , cos im going to be old yr older . Not looking forward , cos im not ready for sch . Not looking forward , cos im not really ready for the challenges im going to hav nxt yr . Afterall , im not ready . I hope i can maintain my smile till i sleep ltr . Im gonna use my smile to welcome 2012 ! :D

2 wks ever since i came back , given up on him for 1 month alr i guess ? 我猜想 ，有時的我应該没有真正的放弃他吧 。早上起来 ，有時還會往家楼下看 。看到他 ，有時 ，總會一直看着他的背影 。不能說 ，我更不想說我已成功地放弃他了 。但是我想說的是 ，妳還是要幸福 (': 不管妳有没有看到 ，但我還是得說 。陌生的我們 ，變得更陌生了 。永远的陌生人 ，就是我們 ，對吧 ...

2011 ending in exactly 1h time . 2011 , a yr i received alot alot of memories , a yr i received alot of bullshits . But there's peepos caring for me , there's friends helping me whenever i nd help , there's peepos staying by my side , whenever im down or happy . A big thank you to those who actually trying to make me smile in all situations , especially when im extreme down over problems . A big thank you to those who listen to my problems , those who who give me suggestions whenever i tell them my problems . A big thank you for those who care for me , dote on me , and those who stays by side no matter wht happens . I really nd to thank those who bring me joy , happiness this yr . Peepo like , Ler Ying , Zelda , Jusmin , Victoria ( twinneh ) and some of my good friends in 1C , a big thank you to u all . We knew each other just 1 yr , but our friendship is somehow close like we knew each other for 2-3 years . Thanks for comforting me whenever im down , thanks for cheering me up , asking me not to cry when i saw my results , thanks for those who actually find time to go out with me especially when im in bad mood , trying to make me cheer up . No regrets knowing u all , no regrets having u all as my good friends and besties ♥ To my listening ears , especially Dilong , thanks for giving me so much advices . i love to talk to him alot . he will give me wonderful suggestions . Well , i can't really write them out , cos words couldn't explain my gratitude , but a big thank you to all of my beloveds ! ♥

2011 last day . For this whole month , my smile is always on my face . Although sometimes , im having moodswing , im feeling sad , but well , i have the memories my 2 beloved cousins gave me . I hav received a wonderful present before 2011 ends ! :D

I hope tht 2012 will be a good year to me .  No more heartbreaks , no more bullshits , no more bitches , no more irritating peepos . I wan more happiness in 2012 , i wan more smiles on my face in 2012 . Stay happy everyone . Happy New year eve ! ♥