2012 wishes ♥

2011 ending is 3 more days , sch reopening in 5 more days , siaann . I hope 2012 is way much better den 2011 . 2011 , a yr tht involves lots of problems , a yr tht made me grow up a little , a yr tht i met alot of bullshit and bullshit peepo , a yr tht i got heart break alot of times , a yr tht contains sweet and sour memories , a yr tht i made alot of wonderful and awesome friends ♥ No matter wht happened this yr , its gonna be the past , my history . 2011 , new environment , new friends , new teachers . There's bitches around , talking nonsense , saying bad things abt me , acting big , thinking tht they're damn chio , bhb much , thinking tht they DO have the rights to say others or even judge others , thinking tht they HAVE the rights to scold others when they didn't even think abt themselves and even bitches tht insults others . 2011 , a yr tht i do hate peepos , a yr tht i met alot of problems in friendship and relationship . A yr which made me somehow grow up in every situation . A yr tht made me became more independent , a yr tht made me understand alot of things . Everyone do have problems , its only tht how they face the truth , happy or sad , finding situation to solve it or using violence or etc . Learned frm Jiawei . I bet he got alot of problems , but he choose to face everything with a smile . I like his smile . 感覺很温暖醬 。My two dearest cousins changed me alot , alot . The memories with them , i guess its the best present for me before ending off 2011 ♥


2012 wishes , 1) I hope tht the world wun end . There's alot things i haven do , i dun wish tht world will end and i can't do them . Im just 13 , i still want to live for 20 yrs , 40 yrs , 60 yrs , till i die .  2) I wish tht everyone will be happy and healthy . Smiles is the best weapon in every situation is it ? (:  3) I wan to see my 2 dearest de smile and laugh again . I miss them alot alot , although i only came back for one wk plus . i miss Jiawei's shoulders alot alot . I miss Jiapeng's jokes and his cute face . I miss the memorise we 3 had even more :(  4) I wan more holidays ~ !! Holidays so short only .  5) Everlasting friendship ~ I can't afford to lose all my friends . 6) Me happygirl98 everyday . Difficult , but i'll try maintaining my mood . 7) Save lots and lots of money ~~~ Nxt yr me wan buy alot alot of things de . Can't afford not to hav money in my pocket ~ 8) Have a memorable birthday ~ I dun mind birthday bash but not when im in sch uniform (:  9) New phone ~ !! My phone crack until damn jialat . Idk how go sch ! Plan July den end ! Goshh T.T 10) One MP3/MP4/iPod . Like tht i jiu shiok liao . 11) Save money for one new phone . Using tht phone as spare phone . Den if phone spoil i dun nd use daddy/mummy de old phone liao :D 12 ) One stead . I want a boy who will treat me like a kid , dote me like a child . A boy who wun leave me . A boy who dun make promises if he can't do it . A boy who really love me ♥  13 ) Lastly , my last wish is get good results in streaming , able to get into express and same class with besties ! ♥

My wish can be alot alot , but some can actually settle by money . So i dun nd scared  . Wht im scared de is my last wish , 6th wish , 8th , 5th , 1st , 4th and 5th . Hopefully all will come true . If all come true , i'll be the most lucky girl on Earth alr . I ytd vry guai , 1.30am sleep . Long time nvr sleep so early alr . Sleeping at 12.30am tonite . Preparing for sch . If continue to sleep so late , sch reopen sure can't adapt de . 


The most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter .