Maybe if I cared less , I won't be so hurt.
女人、如果真的不哭不鬧 ，那麼、她真的不愛了 。Addicted to the colours babypink & babyblue ♥ Addicted to headbands nowadays also . Jus bought a pink headband today . I like ♥ Nxt wk gonna buy blue and purple . Hopefully could buy earrings for second piercing . Hopefully by nxt wk my second hole will stop bleeding . I wan wear earrings for both holes when i go back Indonesia ~ !! Somehow looking forward when i go back ? Hopefully this time round when i go back , my cousin will be more matured . Hopefully when i go back , my aunt and all will stop saying tht im skinner den before . Hopefully when i come back , my mood will be better , and i will be somehow prepared for sec 2 life .
Went Northpoint today . In the end nvr pack my table again . (Y) My table was like so damn messy . Im gonna pack tmr . Imma serious . Slept at 3+ ytd , woke up at 3.10pm today . Went Northpoint at abt 4 with Stella today . Its a damn long trip today . Idk why . The time we took today is lesser den before . Idk why i feel tht its longer den before O: Maybe im used to staying at home more den going out bahh . Walked past basketball court today . One word to describe ; disappointed . I always hope to walk past the basketball court like last time , seeing them playing basketball . But today , wht i saw was small little kids playing O: Hope to see them play basketball again . Kinda miss it .. And yea , quite long i haven been playing basketball .
太重感情的人 其实很辛苦
1、容易满足，更容易受伤 2、总有一种，被忽视的感觉 3、付出的远远超过得到的 4、很固执，不懂得放弃 5、总是说着要离开，却一再为自己找不离开的理由 6、在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落 7、在陌生人面前很安静，在朋友面前胡闹 8.、不会想索要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地，可以很少，但一定要有 9、心情不好的时候，却喜欢听悲歌 10、坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它 11、觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠，但却还是那样地选择相信别人 12、偶尔会有种想消失的念头 13、不喜欢等待，却总是等待 14、经常不经意的发呆 15、总会把事情想得很长久 16、总是觉得没有人会把自己放在心里疼 17、心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界 18、习惯了沉默，在沉默中爆发 19、会怀疑，却总是要把人往好处想 20、不喜欢一个人逛街 21、一点点事就胡思乱想 22、自己走路会很快 23、隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪 24、习惯冷战 25、喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩 26、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感 27、不爱说话或很爱说话
中了22个 。其实中了這麼多 ，一點也不惊訝 。說真的 ，我很重感情 。所以變得很敏感 。只能說 ，我也希望自己不要这麼敏感 。但没办法 ，太過在意一切了 。
人都只有一個願望就是希望自己能得到幸福平凡快樂 。這麼簡單的要求老天希望你能讓大家都別那麼痛苦了 。My wish will forever be the same . Even if i wun be able to hav him , maybe i will start thinking of accepting the reality and slowly give him up if not is continue liking him although i wun be able to hav him . I hope everything will be fine , especially when i choose to be positive .
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