In the end , i still choose u . Xsf , ily ♥

Woots . Its Sunday . Ytd 2 am sleep . Today 3.15 woke up :pp Me love my beddie ♥ Nth much happened , but went hyper with my sis and mother at home :D 
Conversation between me and my mum 
Mum : Ltr pa buying black carrot cake back ( supposingly should be grass jelly and my ma forgotten the name )
Me : Is grass jelly luhh . If grass jelly call black carrot cake , den our hair black colour de , which means can eat luhh ? 
Everyone laughing . 
If every Sunday can be like this afternoon , for sure i'll love die my parents and my sis . But supposingly , its impossible . 

" Im struggling between u and him . After thinking ,  i chose u still ♥ "

And in the end , i still choose u . After thinking really much ytd , after seeing u , after thinking of Arron , i got my decision . U are the one . Yes , Xsf , u . I didn't look at ur eyes thoroughly but i did see . I somehow did regret for not having eye contact with u . IF i did hav eye contact with u , will i roughly noe wht u are thinking ? But im still glad tht i chose u . I hope i wun ' receive ' disappointment . 

Sometimes , i hate dreaming . Cos i wun hav u in real life . I do hope my dream will be true . Like wht weixuan say , i shouldn't hav liked the both of them . They're cousins and if i like the both of them , they will fight ? I noe wht he mean , but this kind of things wan control also cant . I cant forget him . My fb password got his name , my phone password is his bday . My wallpaper got him . Everytime after i log into fb , first profile i go , his . Wan to give up , i guess its damn difficult . Thinking back , i shouldn't give up at this time . The tears tht dropped becos of him , the reason i hold on just becos i hope tht he will be mine one day . 他或许只是个陌生人 ，但是个对我很重要的陌生人 。

And my ex , anytime he might patch with xh . Wht's the point of choosing him . Although its just playing basketball , but its sensitive for any girl , especially ur ex jio other girl , whom tht girl and u urself is his ex . Somemore she's chio-er den me . Cried 1 yr for u liao . Im not gonna cry for u again . Not bad luhh . We lasted for abt 3 months . I didn't noe tht i can be so pro , 過着没有安全感的日子 for 3 months . I wun expect any msg frm u anymore , especially after ytd . I guess , u wun even bother to sms me again bahh . I wun mind . If u wan sms me and talk to me , u will still sms me no matter wht had happen . We hav a chance to patch . Provided u prove to me again norh .__.

11 : 30 , Imma tired . I just sneezed . I wonder who missing me :p Okay luhh , i dun play liao . I vry pig rite . Slept for 13h + and so early tired . No choice , cos my nickname by David korkor and him is pig :D Somemore tmr got sch . Im looking forward to see my friends kay ! Plus friday sing too much karaoke liao . Sore throat :x 

My countdown :

Holidays : 5 more days 

The day he go back : 15 more days ( i happy liao lor . He extended :p ) 

我只希望 ，我不會再爲了点小事而哭 。

我只希望 ，我能變勇敢 。

我只希望 ，我能快快樂樂地過每一天 

And i really hope tht u will be mine one day ♥