I always tot tht i can see rainbow after rain and everything will be fine . No matter how much i believe it , i can't see it in my life . It sucks having all this kind of feeling can . Everyone can enjoy their teenager life but not me . All im having is just pain and pain and pain . No sweet things , no anything but just problems here and thr . Im really tired can . I dun hav the energy to hang on . Im tired of reality . Im serious . Im going to break into pieces soon . Im really fucking tired . I always hope for simple life . Simple , really simple with wonderful friends . But wht i hav now is not even a single shit . I hope i can disappear now . Idw to face anything . I feel myself fucking damn useless . Only noe how cry , others dk liao . I envy others alot can . They hav wht they want . I cant even hav one shit ..
Serenthia , cheer up bahh . Forget everyone and just stay in ur world of music and loneliness . No one cares abt u . Forget everything , dc ur phone , sleep as long as u can . I dun wish to wake up . Im not going to eat frm tmr onwards . I want to see wht will happen to myself .
I will forever rmb 2011 . Cos its much more worse den 2010 . Bad things happen . No matter how positive im going to stay , i cant see miracles . I give up le . No more hyper , happy me . Im going to be emo <:
原来僞装是酱痛苦的 。習慣就好了 。。。
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