Sat . My first day of holiday :D Its like my sleep was ruin ? Becos of no reason . Woke up at abt 10+ and fall asleep at abt 1+ and woke up at 2.45 and went to buy mac for lunch :D Saw his gang de . Seems tht they're talking abt me lor . Its like if u wanna talk abt me , say it infront of me . Dun nd say behind my back . I srsly dun like peepo to talk behind my back lor . Suan le . I give him face . Since its somehow my senior , i give u face and i dun think abt it liao . Den Janelle come find me . Went Northpoint and SSC to slack . Den she say wan slack at my hse here . When i went go buy dinner she jiu tio . LMAO . Didn't expect his pa to appear lor . She say bo tio . Hopefully bahh . Good luck to her . Teeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee .
Like wht Janelle say , i should talk to him . But wht i told her is . Although sometimes , we should create opportunities ourself . But im not going to becos i might get hurt anytime . If i talk to him , im going to tot tht i might hav higher chance . If in the end i get rejected , idk how hurt i will be . Seeing alot of couples breaking nowadays . Its either 1 yr plus , or just a few wks . I believe in fairytales . Fairytales hav happy ending . After seeing those cases , im thinking . Should i believe in love like how i believe ? Should i trust him and trust my dream and believe tht it will happen ? Im scared . Not scared of love but scared tht i can't survive without him .
Girl's most common lies are ; " Im okay " , " Nope , im not sad " , " Im not jealous " , " I don't love you anymore " , " I no longer needs you in my life " . Guy's most common lies are ; " I love you more than anything else in the world baby " , " I wants you , only you " , " I need you more than anything " , " I will never lie to you , hurt you " , " I miss you dear " . why do guys lie that they love her while girls lie that they don't love him ? Well , cause girl are much more stronger , mature , sensible than guys . Girls know , that if they love someone , they wants him to be happy , and if they are not meant to be , the best way to let him be happy is let him go . Guys are selfish , they once love her then they love another her then they realise that the first her is now happily living without him , he comes and tell all sorts of fucking lies just to get the girl back so that no one could own her , and then break her heart again .
Everytime when i told myself to forget u , the nxt day , i can't . Its either the nxt day or a few days ltr . No matter how much i try , i just can't . I only can say im silly enough to believe tht i still got chance . Im silly enough to think tht u like me too . We're just strangers . I promise i will make this in my mind . I hope i wun think too much . U are not mine in reality . But u are mine in my own world which is my dream . I like :DD
Watching tv . Ending my post . Looking forward for the nxt few days . Cos im going out :DD
Countdown to his leave : 8 more days . ( So fast :< )
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