我很怕

“ 我很怕 ，我很怕因爲你的几個简讯 ，我會動心 ”

Its Sat today . My mood , moody ? Nth happen and i just feel moody . How pro i am . It has been long i dun hav this kind of mood . Why mus it come back again .. I dun like this kind of mood luhh .. Why mus it happen to me .. Cant i just be happygirl98 ? D:

“ 不要对我太好 。我很笨 ，我很傻 。我分不清出什麽是愛情 ，什麽是友情 ”

我很怕 ，我很怕我又會因爲妳的几個简讯 ，而心動 。U msg me sometimes . Everytime when i dun feel good , i msg u . I trust u damn much , like how i trust Zhixin , Jasmine , Ler Ying , Jusmin , Zelda and my gans . Idk wht is ur position in my heart . And everytime u msg me , i always hope tht i wun fall in love with u again like how i did last time . U jio me out today . Say wan play basketball . And u jio xh also . Or i should say one of u jio her . I guess , u dk tht idw to see her . Not becos i hate her but its just tht i dw see her . U told me this afternoon . I told u tht im not going . U said tht i promised u tht im coming . I said see first . Frm tht msg , i hav weird feelings . It seems tht you're looking forward , hoping tht i go . U txt me again at 7++ U ask me whether im going anot . U told me u will reach at 8+ I actually wanted to ask Zhixin wht to reply and in the end i send to the wrong person and send to u . After sending tht msg , i send to u again and say idk . U say nvm , nxt time bahh . The feeling u gave me , its like you're disappointed . Boy , sry . I hope tht i didn't hurt u . If you're hurt and disappointed , dun . Im not worth . Xsf , i think i hav forgotten abt u . Guess wht , my feelings are fucking damn messy now . 我怕我會動心 。I only hav this thinking now . We hav a chance to patch . If u ask frm me .

I dun wish to hurt anyone . But im sry if i had hurt any of u . My feelings are in a mess now . I guess , i nd to think all over again . 不管怎樣 ，看到別的情侣 ，怎樣都會妒嫉 、心里覺得酸酸的 。我只能說 ，妳和他 ，我不懂我喜欢誰 。Both of u cousin , how i choose ? Haish ..

我要忍住 ，只希望不會動心